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Morningstar 

Everything's forgotten, everyone's erased

Nowhere left to turn to, no one left to face 

amazing mind. 
 

Combray 

apathy, bleeding its way through me 

nothing explodes into something so delicate

fragile I can't see what it will eventually be 

dust seems to settle in circles surrounding

a rhythm that's pounding and sinewaves inherently

float through serenity 

silence can't shatter a void filled with matter

closer together and gravity melts what is soaring in belts 

time moving faster a sun burning out in this chaos I wake up inside

of me wanting to break me free 

make some sense of this chaos, some sense of the dark, make some sense

of my thoughts getting colder, my heart growing older 

Welcome to myality 

I have written deceit like a story in me just to find that the rivers I float on stand still in between my reflection, the mirror my eyes seem to pierce through a fever that colors my world I can tell you the words that I've spoken, the boundaries I've broken to get to the state that I'm in As I'm turning a page on my darkness I'm hyperreceptive A motion that slows down within. 

craving tomorrow alone with the world late at night and my thoughts only bounce of the walls

I am answering my calls 

I'm a deaf man a dead man afraid of the dark, I'm afraid of my shadow, afraid of the gallows my mind has drawn 

Where's the break of dawn, where is the morning sun, where is where I run eyes going grey as my presence erases 

something implodes into nothing so delicate fragile I can't see what it will eventually be 

apathy, bleeding its way through me 

I have written deceit like a story in me just to find that the rivers I float on stand still in between my reflection, the mirror my eyes seem to pierce through a fever that colors my world I can tell you the words that I've spoken, the boundaries I've broken to get to the state that I'm in As I'm turning a page on my darkness I'm hyperreceptive A motion that slows down within.  I just linger I hover I sever my ties, going out in the open I fall down I cry I believe in my failure, I sentence myself, I get up every morning, forgetting again how to breath in a moment, eternally lost like a secret unspoken the words that I've crossed I will cover my traces, will whisper my thoughts there will never be proof of the wars that I've fought. 

After you 

Late at night, I still remind myself of who I used to be 

my shadow is drawn against a midnight sky and I am speeding to a destiny unknown to me

meet me in dreams I carry many questions there, tonight I'll see if it's the end of my identity 

and ooh bet you were convinced that I'd stay down, bet you thought I'd never make a sound but I'm coming back I'm turning round I'm coming after you now. 

It seems like heaven turned its back on me again I'm soaring through the depths of who I am My wings decay, I'm falling through my eyes goodnight today tommorow I will rise 

and ooh bet you were convinced that I'd stay down, bet you thought I'd never make a sound but I'm coming back I'm turning round I'm coming after you now. 

Late at night, I still remind myself of who I used to be, so jaded and so broken and no one to look after me, you kept me down I was forced to bleed my life for you right up to now, I'm standing up I'm coming after you. 

and ooh bet you were convinced that I'd stay down, bet you thought I'd never make a sound but I'm coming back I'm turning round I'm coming after you now.   

Blue Vapourtrails 

move slowly, inhale the atmosphere blue vapourtrails color you in there

all seems frozen motion's breaking down move slowly and never touch the ground 

and I've been avoiding the truth that the closest I get is the furthest from you 

Move slowly, our innocence's secure everytime I try to get to you gets me closer to the door 

and I've been avoiding the truth that the closest I get is the furthest from you

and I've been avoiding the truth that the closest I get is the furthest from you 

Move slowly as time is kicking in, we're just a breath away from separation, I won't see you again 

and I've been avoiding the truth that the closest I get is the furthest from you

from you 

move slowly 

Revolve 

You move yourself to move yourself carefully the world revolves round you or so you think it does you're nothing but a nothing wrapped in riddles you walk away cause you're afraid to be touched 

your life seems like it flows from scene to scene and truthfully there's very little substance in between you should force yourself to see 

You're running now, rerunning in your footprints, you know this place, you know it from before you knew yourself and in your face you mirror your delusion there's nothing left to trace it's in your head. 

your life seems like it flows from scene to scene and truthfully there's very little substance in between and when you feel you're so surreal there's nothing you can hang onto you can't believe the things you need yourself to see you need yourself to be. 

you should force yourself to feel 

Unravel 

it hurts I'm scared I'm filled with joy I'm happy I don't know what to do 

empty in a room, I'm dazed I can't face the curtain calling and echoes falling where I stand and shadows bleed from who I am I know I don't know I know 

I can't escape the path I need to take I'm travelling unravel me again. 

it hurts I'm scared I'm filled with joy I'm happy I don't know what to do 

I'm cold I'm breathing silver clouds Insanity I'm told is nothing but perception is nothing but reflection of my soul I know I don't know 

I can't escape the path I need to take I'm travelling unravel me again 

it hurts I'm scared I'm filled with joy I'm happy I don't know what to do 

Tonight, I'll have to dig real deep to stay alive

Tonight, I'll have to dig real deep to survive 

Sinnerstate 

hesitation's like a phoenix in my eyes and although I really want although I really try there's no way to get me out of here oooh I linger here eternally, repeat myself here endlessly 

situation seems to be that I'm not missed without perception I cannot claim to exist

every moment seems to come again and every whisper echoes in my head 

I am running even though I know I can't I am running to the end where I began

emotions are coming down on me there's no one to guide me from these streets 

with a mind to call my own my insanity had grown and to an infinite degree I have lost myself in me I'm like a spiral going down never know where I am bound 

swaying softly blocking out my sight in suspension I feel darker than the night Forgive me, I know not what I seem Believe me for I cannot believe. 

emotion..... 

with a mind to call my own my insanity had grown and to an infinite degree I have lost myself in me I'm like a spiral going down never know where I am bound 

I travel vectors taking me further down my lies my life seems circular without an X or why 

there's no way to get me out of here

repeat myself repeat myself here endlessly 

Odyssey 

And then I find myself, trapped between the lines I'm nowhere near the end on pages in my mind a silence weighs on me tension down my spine the unrest in the street it haunts me back in time 

I swallow my regret ... no flowers to forget

a legend fades away ... a hero turns to grey 

I need to walk away pretend that I don't feel but still emotion stings like splinters in my heel

A siren softly sings feathers melt like snow the remnants of my wings of freedom letting go

I swallow my regret ... no flowers to forget

a legend fades away ... a hero turns to grey

I swallow my regret ... no flowers to forget

a legend fades away ... a hero turns to grey ... but I stay 

I have no scars I cannot force myself to see the man I was before the man I'll some day be

I swallow my regret ... no flowers to forget

a legend fades away ... a hero turn to grey ... but I stay 

places no one knows, covered up in prose   

Sudden Flow 

take the staircase, to the lower floor, taste the kind of blue you came here for

you have walked for miled to see this 

Sleight of hand in a minor swing you cannot see how he moves his strings so pure of heart 

I have been on the run always chasing the sun trying to find a way out and I found it now I found it now 

Freedom a sudden flow, freedom the lights are low, freedom these sounds of cool, freedom I treasure you 

I have been on the run always chasing the sun trying to find a way out. 

Silent conversations with himself, scaling ladders up and down to hell into heavens filled with fire 

I have been on the run always chasing the sun trying to find a way out and I found it now I found it now 

Freedom a sudden flow, freedom the lights are low// freedom these sounds of cool, freedom I treasure you... Freedom 

I treasure you 

I have been on the run always chasing the sun trying to find a way out. 

autumn leaves that softly flow Dizzy sounds cut through the smoke

like a bridge between desires 
 

So Strange 

run now it's been so many years that you've been standing still, still here

you've been standing still here 

Leave now and don't come back again you should be looking forward forward to the end

you should be looking forward to the end 

Rage now, against the dying of the day and fight yourself, you should fight yourself fight yourself a way 

the moment you return to see

your little insecurities, the way that you lived in between

it never seemed so strange, not to feel 

remember what the hell will happen when you get yourself constricted in your mind again

remember what the hell will happen when you find yourself inflicted by your thoughts again 

Hide now there's no light enough to move the night has fallen, the night has fallen, fallen over you 

the night has fallen over you 

Sleep now, be careful not to dream or nothing ever will be nothing ever will be will be what it seems wake up you've made it to the dawn, welcome to another day, welcome to another day 

time to carry on 

the moment you return to see

your little insecurities, the way that you lived in between

it never seemed so strange, not to feel   

Daylite Nightchild 

There's a candy colored sky, and the rabbit's chasing time, and the one that lost his mind is me I still remember all the lives I ever lived I still remember all the things I never did I dreamed about eternity trying to hold on to what's left of me 

I'm an island on my own, and my friends are made of stone, a stream of consciousness unknown through me 

I still remember all the lives I ever lived I still remember all the things I never did I dreamed about eternity trying to hold on to what's left of me 

I still remember all the lives I ever lived I still remember all the things I never did I dreamed about eternity trying to hold on to what's left of me   

There is something so familiar bout the way these words come back to me like whisper, liek a heartbeat like a shadow no one else can see as I linger as I wonder what it is that's dragging me along, I just know that, I'm convinced that I will reach the place where I belong 

and the rain will fall to wash my mind away, and the times won't stall and tick my lives away and my voice won't call to wish for me to stay, cause the world will fall but I'll return again.